Dream

You were a slave to your dark thoughts 
You lived in hell for months     
Then he came to like in a dream 
With hope
With love
With warmth
You lived in this dream
But dreams, you see, don’t last very long
You can’t live in it forever
For when you wake up
Screams and tears will fill the night
Your screams
Your tears
The reality will come for you
And he who came to you
Rips out your heart
You feel empty 
You feel destroyed
For your first love left you cold
Now all you see in your reflection is that same unloved girl
No different from before
With blood pouring out from your chest were your heart once was
You’re no more than an empty shell
He did that to you but, with voice breaking, you still scream his name.
He who came to you like in a dream, he who ripped your heart out, he who left you cold
But he made it all feel better even though he only wanted your innocence
You kept telling yourself you could live with it, even though you knew you couldn’t
But he made it all better, didn’t he?  
You gave him your all and he gladly took it, how could you have known that he would leave once you had no more to give?
You feel empty 
You feel destroyed
Until you don’t feel anymore 

- Lexie

 

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